and finally early bright mornings !

(to answer people who told me that i need to go away from walks in dark nights :P )

he was standing outside the door , perched in between the lush green fields. there was hardly any other civilization as far as his eyes could see. his house was on those ones straight from medieval times, a small house with a chimney and a porch with no wall bounding it. in his pyjamas he was looking at the mountains beyond and the sun slowly making its way to the top. he just got up and sipping water out of the bottle , quenching his dry throat. as the fluid went down his throat and the sun rays massaged his body he felt a warm glow from within almost inviting him to throw everything that he had and start running. to break away , to feel free ... free and run straight into the unknown. it gave the mind endless joy in anticipation of what lay ahead.
but such thoughts gave away to something more real as he stood ground at the door. leaning on the frame he looked into the distant skies wondering , wondering if he could be certain of anything at all in this world. some say god created , some say evolution created. but whatever anyone said was the result of experiences , accepted by people who could understand it. a thought from the matrix hit him right then and there,
"no one can see beyond the choice they cannot understand"
if people had made choices , who are they to questions other choices. a scientist cannot understand the choice of the priest and neither can the priest understand the choice of the scientist. to berate each other is foolish and stupid. sometimes life is too great , too difficult to make a choice ... sometimes life dishes out too much to make a judgment ... sometimes life screws one so hard that its difficult to have an opinion ... sometimes life is just so wonderful and beautiful that its difficult to stop being happy. but in everything one requires the humane qualities of tolerance and humility. the understanding and the acceptance of everyone as an equal faith irrespective of the person. sometimes all that requires in life is to just be , just be ... and he closed his eyes dropped the bottle to the floor and lifted himself out of this human trap that he got himself into. he just wanted to set everything in motion to eternity.