familiar

he thought about it. hmmmm , it made sense to him probably. human emotions he knew were complicated and diverse and so many. its difficult to experience each and every facet.
he felt disconnected as he heard the speech, not because he was not interested. only cause he knew the interest would only defeat the purpose. the trains chugging along gave him something to wonder about. trains arrive and leave, they dont stay.

he suddenly felt a warmth. he felt very comfortable, it was the sunshine of the days. he could see the pain, he could see the excitement, he could see the disappointment, he could see the expectation, he could see the euphoria, he could see the tears. it was quite a while since someone had reached inside. he wanted to fight it all away. the question of permanence filled his mind with doubts.

he walked away hands in his pocket, the crowd carried him away from home.